子どもの心 Addie
Where naivety still roams deep within
Monday, October 24, 2022
Cocoon Marooned
Monday, November 22, 2021
Tuesday, November 16, 2021
Emotional Burnout
It's such a strange sensation to
feel
Trapped again in this vicious cycle
As if I am twenty-one yet again
The passion so fiery it melts
so easy
Nevertheless, it was never of pain
as it scorches
However, the after burn is excruciating
Along with the chaos of repercussion
after that
Like how second or third-degree burns
linger
Wondering when you will fully
recover and stopping the cinder
As you douse yourself under cold
running water of reality
Trying to estimate the damage and
pre-empt the maintenance needed
You start to ponder on your
pre-existing conditions
And how it would hinder your
recovery, post trauma
And oh, what would people say
What would people think
About that evident dysregulated scar
Nakedly fresh and raw
Yet still oblivious to people who
knew
Feigning it like a fictional
illusion
Abandoned like a destitute being on
the streetside
As you peer into your lifeless frame
Bargaining about how you got
yourself into this flame
And that impulse of embracing the
warmth of that initial spark
Blinded by its potential to leave a
daunting mark
As misty eyes led to a shower of
sorrow
The saltiness made the wound so
hollow
Bellowing all the remaining reservoir,
already so shallow
They stayed still and watched like a
sparrow
Drifting to a different space and
shadow
Along with unresolved rancour harboured
in their marrow
For you, there is marginal room and space
to mellow
Returning to the heart of the
reality's gallows
Telling yourself to be that decent fellow
16/11/2021
Tuesday, May 07, 2019
Life Matters
Wednesday, April 18, 2018
Breathe in, Breathe out
Tuesday, December 26, 2017
Empty Handed
A few more hours before the usual annual celebration
But still listening to the early teenage era music
Ironically the melody was nostalgic but also brings the spirit down
Literally as it sang "You just bring me down..."
Looking into the current scenery, it appears that not much has changed
Except for my grown out physique,
And the feeling of kinda burning out but not fully,
Initial plans of wanting to recuperate was denied,
But does not feel like its the end of the world...
The multiple people and personalities met so far,
Either new or changed circumstances,
Felt the static of own while others evolved into different stages,
Or maybe because all along,
Reflection upon self was insufficient,
I guess it's hard to see self with own eyes...
What you thought could be empty handed,
In another person perspective, could be a treasure hidden just underneath solid ground
Just awaiting for the right person to put that vision into your field
And prosper, and to share the fruit of what you may initially thought was...
Empty handed
26/12/17
Kevin Tang
Sunday, August 02, 2015
Pluto
I have my own orbit different than most,
I have my own moons that circles around me,
I was in my own world for a long time,
Doesn't matter if I was furthest from the Sun,
Or whether if I am icy cold,
I am a free spirit in my own wavelength,
Until someone spotted me,
I was given a name,
I was given a position,
I was given a title,
A satellite was launched out for me,
Suddenly my every spin and adventure in space was closely monitored,
I am still a free spirit,
Still in my own wavelength,
But being labelled by someone in the 3rd planet of the Solar System,
Whom I can't even see hear or feel from my side.
Until someone denied me,
I was demoted from my previous position,
I was stripped off from my previous title,
I was labelled as just another asteroid floating in Solar System,
My every spin and adventure in space was still closely monitored,
I am still a free spirit,
Still in my own wavelength,
Despite being labelled by someone,
And denied by someone else in the same 3rd planet of the Solar System.
The satellite that finally flew me by,
With the remains of that someone who spotted me,
Whom I still can't even see hear or feel from my side,
Here is the irony of the story,
Where a person from the 3rd planet of the Solar System,
Writing about how I would see,
How I would hear,
How I would feel,
With 7.5 billion kilometers of distance,
You can only imagine and imply,
But what about seeing, hearing and feeling within the people in the 3rd planet?
Do you imagine and imply?
Or go directly and seek the truth?
Pluto
by Kevin Tang
2nd August 2015