Breathe in, Breathe out

These days have got me thinking about tremendous amount of matters

Feels that everytime you accomplished a task,

There always seems to have a lack of accomplishment.

Thinking if there is something else I'm missing,

which I can't pinpoint what.

I'm sure everyone has this feelings before

Wonder if anyone has found the solution for this

Somehow, I am not thrown off by these at all,

I tend to let it marinate for awhile prior to slashing the matter off my worry list

Not fearful of consequences of procrastinating

Wonder if this is a protective or destructive trait for a person

But definitely not as bad as compulsive traits

I think I might have set my perfectionism free

As for now,

doesn't matter if things are going on plan or not,

whether things I want becomes the way I wish for it to be,

or whether series of events leading to a desirable outcome or not,

I just breathe,

take it all in,

and live with it,

no point driving my anxiety over something I can't control,

especially in developing a romantic relationship,

Don't fret,

Someone may turn up,

Even if they don't,

I got more things to juggle with now,

on verge of completely transitioning into adulthood,

having to pay for mortgage soon,

multiple responsibilities,

Come what may...

有爱没爱我都不会慌

One of my favourite Mandarin songs covered by myself

有爱没爱我都不会慌

By Kaiwyn Tang

Night shift letter

19th April 2018

自由哼唱

Cover of 孤单北半球 + 小夫妻

Hoi Mun Tang

2013

Kevin Tang - Dedicated To You [ORIGINAL]

Always feeling musical during assignment or exam periods...

This time I wrote a song, "dedicated to you"

Song title: Dedicated to You

Lyrics and composed by Kevin Tang

The sun's shining on me

It tells me to breathe

It knows that I can't say THAT out loud to you

PRE-CHORUS

You know that I'm introverted

Sometimes think that I'm perverted

So I wrote you this song

Hope you'll know

Wish you'll know

My feelings (affections) for you

CHORUS

I miss (need) you I want (love) you

That's what I'll do

To the East (North) To the West (South)

I'll go for you

All I need (wish) All I want (hope)

is you by my side

Oh how I wish that I'm with you

Oh I just want to be with you

The moon's glaring at me

It's so hard to believe

Time passes so quick and I haven't say THAT in awhile

Repeat (PRE-CHORUS)

Repeat (CHORUS)

This song is dedicated to you

You know who you are

So I don't have to say directly to you

Repeat CHORUS

What I've written just for you

Is my way of saying that

I'm glued~

#END

Au Revoir

Goodbye to the innocence,

Goodbye to the simplicity,

Goodbye to the naivety,

Goodbye to the purity,

Goodbye to the sincerity,

Goodbye to the insanity,

All was forced out as the hand of the clock moves on,

What's next?

Goodbye to the happy family,

Goodbye to the wonderful school life,

Goodbye to the puppy first love,

Goodbye to the flexible gymnast,

Goodbye to the nerdy geek,

Goodbye to the quiet kid,

Goodbye to the acne and zits,

How do I grief when there's so much things to bid farewell to?

Well, actually, underneath all that,

These are still within me,

And using it to build a better life

Ahead.

So,

Au Revoir,

Goodbye to You...

Although I'm no good in goodbyes, but I'll bare with it.

Isn't that what everyone's going through?

P.S Wishing myself all the best in exams

Addie

Music Shuffle: 25 Questions

Rules:

1. Open up any media player and put it on shuffle
2. Answer each question by posting the song title and band
3. POST NO MATTER HOW STUPID IT SEEMS TO YOU!
4. Don't cheat and try not skipping over any questions
5. Tag 3 people

________________


1. If someone stole your favorite item, what would you yell out of anger?
So, this is the real you - Cyndi Wang

2. You trip and fall in front of your crush, they say:
You get me - Michelle Branch

3. A moment of disappointment hits you, what do you mutter?
I Love You Forever - Jewel

4. If you could have anything in the world, what would it be?
The Third Person - Fish Leung

5. What's the best way to describe your closest friend?
Despite that, I know - Mayday

6. Best movie of all time?
Stranded - Jennifer Paige

7. Best make-out spot to take someone?
Crybaby - Jiang Mei Qi

8. A song that would play during a wicked torturing of your enemies?
Feelin' So Good - Jennifer Lopez

9. A theme song that would play everytime your parent(s) enter a room?
Red Bean - Faye Wong

10. You're walking home and you find 20 bucks, what you you say?
SuperStar - Kim Ah Jung

11. Your Theme song?
Eternal loneliness - Rene Liu

12. The end of the world is near, your reaction?
There's you - Fish Leong

13. A good song to kill to?
21 Guns - Green Day

14. Someone broke your heart, what will you do now?
Hurts to breathe - Fish Leong

15. Your make-out song?
Cosy in the Rocket- PSAPP (Grey's Anatomy theme)

16. You punch someone in the face, what do they cry out?
Love for you - Genie Zhuo

17. A rock is thrown through your window with a note on it. It says?
Gong Xi Fa Cai - Andy Lau

18. Someone compliments you on something, your reply?
Longing - Aki Huang & Yuan Wei Ren

19. What does the world and everyone in it think of you?
When you think of me - Victor Wong + Sinje Lee

20. An opening fight scene song?
Suddenly missing you - Mayday

21. If you where one of the 7 sins... which would you be?
After breakup we can still be friends - Happy Boy

22. Your favorite bedtime story?
Don't you gift me with flowers - Rene Liu

23. The song you'll make your husbund/wife dance to when you get married?
Present - Ranma 1/2

24. You and a friend are trapped on an island, how will you decide leadership?
The event of possibility - FanFan + Angela Zhang

25. How will people remember you when you're dead and gone?
Way Back Into Love - Hugh Grant + Demi Moore

Kevin Tang featuring ???- Cupidtised [Original]

Written on the journey back from Eastwood to Newcastle.
It was actually my first duet song I written.
'Cupidtized' is a word I created, from base word of cupid (a love angel shooting arrows of love)
I didn't realize that I'm writing a duet at first, but as I advanced, it sounded better with another female counterpart to make this song flow. Currently I have not get hold of any female singer but when I do, I shall record it =)

Composed and Lyrics by Kevin Tang.

(Boy)
Saw a reflection in the sky,
Did not realise,
Why it is dark and yet so bright?
Then I saw you in my eyes,
Did not realise,
Why am I so freakin' high?

{Pre-Chorus}
It must be,
The weather in the sky.
It could be,
My mind~

Didn't know that I would like,
Someone in your likes,
Oh girl, I cannot hide,
With that round and flashy eyes,
You've got me mesmerised.
I think I've got cupidtised.

[Girl]
Saw a lightning in the sky,
Did not realise,
Why is it loud and yet so quiet?
Then I saw you just outside,
Did not realise,
Why am I so hypnotised?

Repeat {Pre-Chorus}

Didn't know that I would like,
Someone in your likes,
Oh boy, I cannot hide,
With that cute and puppy eyes,
You've got me mesmerised.
I think I've got cupidtised.

<Together>
(Run along,)
[I kept running on.]
<Didn't know you're behind~
Chasing me on~>

[Didn't know that I would like,] (I would like)
[Someone in your likes,] (You're my kind)
[Baby, I just cannot hide,] (So don't hide)
[With that cute and sexy eyes,] (It's those eyes)
[You've got me mesmerised.] (Mesmerised)
<I think I've got cupidtised.> (Cupidtised)

<Hey angels be our guide,
Cupids will be fine,
Baby, we cannot deny.
With that blue and shiny eyes,
You've got us mesmerised.
I think we've got cupidtised.>

(Yeah~ Cupidtised) x3
[Huhuwu~]

END

Kevin Tang- I'm Sorry [Original]

This song is partly written in the train journey after exams, kinda feel obligated to apologise to myself for not remembering anything necessary to fill in the exam paper...

And I completed the other half at Macquarie Library during study breaks.

Lyrics and Composed by Kevin Tang

White clouds,

Blue skies,

Wonder if they collide?

My heart,

Still burns,

Looking into your eyes.

Following the pace of your heartbeat,

Trying to complete your incomplete,

I'm weak,

Couldn't see,

The grey clouds coming...

Pouring...

CHORUS

I'm Sorry~ So sorry~

Don't leave me~ (Believe Me~)

My honey~ So sorry~

Come to me~ (Be with me~)

White sounds,

Dark nights,

Wonder if that I'm fine?

My heart,

Still yearns,

Analysing my lies...

Following the pace of my heartbeat,

Trying to complete my incomplete,

In defeat,

Couldn't see,

The front door shutting...

Thinking...

Repeat CHORUS

I'm so confused.

Why had you refused?

Repeat (CHORUS)

I'm sorry...(x3)

END (Fade out effect)

Kevin Tang- Train Story [Original]

After the insanely bullcrapping second examination, I decided to leave this sad place and this was written on the train journey, from Newcastle to Eastwood.

Lyrics and Composed by Kevin Tang

Going through the traffic lights,

Looking at the clear blue sky,

Came across you,

Caught my eye,

You're so fine,

I'm mesmerised.

Goodbye~

The story ends here,

coz it's not my stop.

Yellow leaves were blown outside,

Sunlight shined on something fine,

There you were,

Caught my eye,

Looked so hot,

No faulty spots.

Goodbye~

The story ends here,

coz it's not my stop.

Travel into the tunnel,

All I can see is me by the window,

How I wish that I could meet 'you'.

Just randomly would be so good,

At least I could start something new.

A ray of sunlight bursting in,

A trance in heaven rushing in,

Time to get down,

It's my stop.

Saw 'you' there,

without a doubt.

Oh My~

I didn't thought that,

this'd be my last stop...

I wanna tell you,

...stranger,

Don't think I'll deny that

You're my kind~

END

Kevin Tang- The Cut After the First [Original-Clear cut audio demo]

The voice solo audio version with karaoke lyrics.
The opening of the song contains a chorus verse from Sheryl Crow's / Rod Stewart's
"The First Cut is the Deepest"

Thank you for listening!

Kevin Tang- You're My Kind [Original]

2nd English song (Yet to be recorded due to exam season)
Composer: Kevin Tang
Lyrics: Kevin Tang

Sometimes I think that you're too kind,
Sometimes I think that I'm so blind,
to not think,
that you're one of a kind.

That night, I felt so out of line,
You came and said that I'll be fine,
Just be strong,
and I'll survive.

Telling me all your storyline,
Baking me treats that were so fine,
And yet,
I did not notice why~

CHORUS
#All this while I know I've been so blind,
To notice all the signs you left behind,
Maybe I'm outta my mind, my mind~

I don't wanna make or tell you lies,
I don't wanna hide my love inside,
I don't wanna lose you,
Be by my side~#

RAP
Hey girl, wasn't confident at first,
Didn't thought that we have the same thrist.
Hey girl, I'm about to burst,
Follow me to the end of the universe~

Repeat #CHORUS#

Together hand in hand we'll be just fine,
I promise that for you, I'll sacrifice,
I just wanna let you know,
You're my kind~
Oh, yeah, you're my kind~

Kevin Tang- The Cut After The First [Original]

A song composed and performed by Kevin Tang.

Lyrics:-

This happened during high school,

When I confess my love to you.

You were with him~

And then after a year or two,

You came to me with tears and you,

Want to be with me~

And after a while you,

I don't know where have you gone to,

And when I searched, it was him with you.

CHORUS

Yeah~ The cut after the first,

Oh~ The cut after the first,

When they say (A song said),

the first cut supposed to be the deepest.

Mm~ The cut after the first (Now I realized)

Oh~ The cut after the first (It's just too late for me)

Well I think (To know that),

The cut after the first

The cut after the first is deeper

I don't know what to do

Why have you re-open my wound?

When I thought that you love me~

(Repeat chorus)

And the story ends,

You abandoned me.

Left me here alone with my fantasy.

Finally, the wound will start to heal,

And I'll forgive you.

Copyright Law Rights Reserved.

Thank you for listening to my first english composition.

群爱

最近不知道为什么，突然睡前，那么多灵感。。。

把灵感全写成了一首又一首的歌曲。。。

还记得第一首作品在2007年时候，《爱情杀手》。

然后2008的《生日狂想曲》。
对你说，我的生日到底如何过~ 你的生日到底会不会寂寞， 你在哪里过，和谁一起度过？~

2009年却写了英文歌，《The Cut After The First》
The cut after the first...Oh, the cut after the first (x3) is deeper....
They say the first cut is the deepest, but, I think they're wrong, coz I think,
The cut after the first (x3) is deeper~

今年短短一个月内就出现了好多好多。。。（都是副歌的部分）



《喜欢你》 
我从一开始就很喜欢你，有时候梦里都会遇见你，
不管我做任何事都想你，原来我真的喜欢你~

《大声说爱你》 
我~想~大声说出那句话，我爱你。
不想再犹豫和害怕会失去了你。
深呼吸， 提起勇气， 终于把暗恋变成回忆，
请你继续再听我说下去~
我~ 要~ 我们不只是朋友的关系。Yeah~
我答应我会去珍惜这份爱情。
我知道你的秘密， 也把你暗恋变成回忆，
从这一刻开始倒数爱情~

《流着眼泪》
我流着眼泪， 心想着你。
在这个世界，爱是唯一。
你要我相信，用我爱你， 来抚平怀疑。
我流着眼泪， 你在哪里？
在我的世界， 你为什么要离去？
最后只剩下我一人哭泣~

《说不出来》 
我~ 说不出来， 说不出来，
对你的爱， 还是说不出来，
为何？ 别人那么的坦白， 我还是说不出来~

《不想念吗？》 
我不曾想念你所说过的谎言，
我不曾想念你所说的诺言，
我不曾想念你所说的甜言，
骗自己不再去想念。
但我还想念你说爱我那瞬间，
我还很想念你和我的手在牵，
我很想念爱你之前的自己。已经不见~

《无缘的情人》
是你的力量， 让我忘记了伤。
你曾去流浪，为了找寻方向。
我从不知道， 爱就在我身旁。
原来我们只是一对无缘的情人~

《不能和你在一起》 
我不能和你在一起， 就当我真的爱你，
我不能欺骗我自己， 更不能一次再次伤害你~
我不能和你在一起， 我知道他很爱你，
我不想破坏这爱情， 更不想在他背面假装下去~

《一个人》 
一个人看着TV，两个人会在哪里？
为什么快乐要两人的时候才能进行？
我相信自己一个， 也可以过得很甜蜜。
我不再期待爱情所说的甜言蜜语，
就算选择一个人旅行也没什么关系，
我爱自己。



待续。。。

情歌

还记得年少时，充满青春魅力的爱情吗？
还记得为爱，所付出的时间与努力？
我都把一切记录在我的脑海里。。。也记录在一首，你和我都熟细的情歌
我也明白写歌人当时的情绪，把一个本来很普通的悲伤爱情，变成一个美丽的诗歌。
(爱情杀手的作者是我)

梁静茹的<情歌> Cover by 凯文 

 


作词:陈没 作曲:伍冠谚 编曲:陈建骐

时光是琥珀 泪一滴滴被反锁
情书再不朽 也磨成沙漏
青春的上游 白云飞走苍狗与海鸥
闪过的念头 潺潺的溜走

命运好幽默 让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙 换一颗红豆
回忆如困兽 寂寞太久而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头 反而更自由

慢动作 缱绻胶卷 重播默片 定格一瞬间
我们在 告别的演唱会 说好不再见

长镜头 越拉越远 越来越远 事隔好几年
我们在 怀念的演唱会 礼貌的吻别

你写给我 我的第一首歌
你和我 十指紧扣 默写前奏
可是那然后呢
还好我有 我这一首情歌
轻轻的 轻轻哼着 哭着笑着
我的 天长地久

陪我唱歌 清唱你的情歌
舍不得 短短副歌 心还热着
也该告一段落
还好我有 我下一首情歌
生命宛如 静静的 相拥的河
永远 天长地久

*No intention to break the copyright law and ethics, just for karaoke purposes*

第101期

Nuff said, continuing the chart frenzy~



Recommendations
Lafite- Composer, Lyrics and Video Director- Penny Tai
Expressing the subconsciousness of people who had a few alcohol drinks elegantly- Lafite

Me? I had been drinking (which weirdly is a custom for medicine students) but I am trying to avoid being alcoholic. One more test to go then I'll have 3 weeks of holiday~

Not sure if I can avoid from alcohol, which most of my friends would offer to me after exams...

My First Own Electronic Chart

Making music charts of my favourite songs had been one of my leisures starting from 2004, but after 2006, I had not been making up any charts, me and my sister used to play as host of the chart and we had fun, heh heh.

So, after a stressful period of examinations, I just made the chart up electronically and it's nicer than I imagined. So, here it is. My first electronic Top 20 Chinese Hits.

Pretty cool eh?

Till next time...

爱情杀手

终于有自己的作品乐，好高兴呢，呵呵。
但是可是还没有作完整的曲子， 只能清唱。 

《爱情杀手》 
 
词/曲：-邓凯文

看着镜子里的我 感觉老了许（好）多
到底是什么 让我 疲劳过多
你常说 我们爱情 不停（一直）摆动
到底是谁的错 我不想太多 

可是要对你说的就是 我从未体会安全过
有时候
我把我想成一个爱情杀手 Howowo~

把你的爱情的可能 全都删走 
我知道我很自私 可是这就是我的本性 
你也永远不能改变我 不能降低我爱你太多 
就让我继续当你的 爱情杀手 

(重唱全部)

虽然你从不会顾问
还把一些都责怪我
你永远都不会懂
爱你多么痛 Howowo~

把我的爱情的可能 自然删走
我明白你的自私 因为这就是人的本性
我知道你不会来找我 不会理睬我爱你太多
就让我自己做我的 爱情杀手 

当你离开后 我只能 静静 守候... 

^完^
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