Kevin Tang featuring ???- Cupidtised [Original]

Written on the journey back from Eastwood to Newcastle.
It was actually my first duet song I written.
'Cupidtized' is a word I created, from base word of cupid (a love angel shooting arrows of love)
I didn't realize that I'm writing a duet at first, but as I advanced, it sounded better with another female counterpart to make this song flow. Currently I have not get hold of any female singer but when I do, I shall record it =)

Composed and Lyrics by Kevin Tang.

(Boy)
Saw a reflection in the sky,
Did not realise,
Why it is dark and yet so bright?
Then I saw you in my eyes,
Did not realise,
Why am I so freakin' high?

{Pre-Chorus}
It must be,
The weather in the sky.
It could be,
My mind~

Didn't know that I would like,
Someone in your likes,
Oh girl, I cannot hide,
With that round and flashy eyes,
You've got me mesmerised.
I think I've got cupidtised.

[Girl]
Saw a lightning in the sky,
Did not realise,
Why is it loud and yet so quiet?
Then I saw you just outside,
Did not realise,
Why am I so hypnotised?

Repeat {Pre-Chorus}

Didn't know that I would like,
Someone in your likes,
Oh boy, I cannot hide,
With that cute and puppy eyes,
You've got me mesmerised.
I think I've got cupidtised.

<Together>
(Run along,)
[I kept running on.]
<Didn't know you're behind~
Chasing me on~>

[Didn't know that I would like,] (I would like)
[Someone in your likes,] (You're my kind)
[Baby, I just cannot hide,] (So don't hide)
[With that cute and sexy eyes,] (It's those eyes)
[You've got me mesmerised.] (Mesmerised)
<I think I've got cupidtised.> (Cupidtised)

<Hey angels be our guide,
Cupids will be fine,
Baby, we cannot deny.
With that blue and shiny eyes,
You've got us mesmerised.
I think we've got cupidtised.>

(Yeah~ Cupidtised) x3
[Huhuwu~]

END

Kevin Tang- I'm Sorry [Original]

This song is partly written in the train journey after exams, kinda feel obligated to apologise to myself for not remembering anything necessary to fill in the exam paper...

And I completed the other half at Macquarie Library during study breaks.

Lyrics and Composed by Kevin Tang

White clouds,

Blue skies,

Wonder if they collide?

My heart,

Still burns,

Looking into your eyes.

Following the pace of your heartbeat,

Trying to complete your incomplete,

I'm weak,

Couldn't see,

The grey clouds coming...

Pouring...

CHORUS

I'm Sorry~ So sorry~

Don't leave me~ (Believe Me~)

My honey~ So sorry~

Come to me~ (Be with me~)

White sounds,

Dark nights,

Wonder if that I'm fine?

My heart,

Still yearns,

Analysing my lies...

Following the pace of my heartbeat,

Trying to complete my incomplete,

In defeat,

Couldn't see,

The front door shutting...

Thinking...

Repeat CHORUS

I'm so confused.

Why had you refused?

Repeat (CHORUS)

I'm sorry...(x3)

END (Fade out effect)

Kevin Tang- Train Story [Original]

After the insanely bullcrapping second examination, I decided to leave this sad place and this was written on the train journey, from Newcastle to Eastwood.

Lyrics and Composed by Kevin Tang

Going through the traffic lights,

Looking at the clear blue sky,

Came across you,

Caught my eye,

You're so fine,

I'm mesmerised.

Goodbye~

The story ends here,

coz it's not my stop.

Yellow leaves were blown outside,

Sunlight shined on something fine,

There you were,

Caught my eye,

Looked so hot,

No faulty spots.

Goodbye~

The story ends here,

coz it's not my stop.

Travel into the tunnel,

All I can see is me by the window,

How I wish that I could meet 'you'.

Just randomly would be so good,

At least I could start something new.

A ray of sunlight bursting in,

A trance in heaven rushing in,

Time to get down,

It's my stop.

Saw 'you' there,

without a doubt.

Oh My~

I didn't thought that,

this'd be my last stop...

I wanna tell you,

...stranger,

Don't think I'll deny that

You're my kind~

END

看不透的玻璃

冬天的一个早晨，跟自己答应好了要努力念书，

面对考试的男孩，却在网上绕呀绕。

仿佛在寻找失去的爱人，只是爱人已经离开了，

自从他离开他的身边时，就注定无缘了。

其实他已经看透了很多，可是被别人看透的自己，

往往都是很容易被人误会的画面，而他好的一面永远是被遮住。

慢慢的习惯了被说是坏的，是不好的，

甚至邪恶的，都对他而言，已经变成了一个习惯。

曾经在一些追求完美的他，也渐渐消失到最深的内海里，

因为完美是不会长久的。

就算一个人能完美多久，被记下来的，

都是一些不完美的线索。

就像看不透的玻璃，

人们只在意玻璃的外观， 

当玻璃能被看透时，

在脑海里记得的画面，

都是一些不完美的现象。

所以人们也制造了自己的窗帘，

把不好的一些，像面具，隐藏着，当自己感觉自豪时，拉开窗帘与别人分享。

对这男孩而言，也无所谓了，

反正没人愿意停留在窗外，看看他的优点，或更改他的缺点，

曾经试过不装窗帘的他，可是都不会被珍惜，也让自己伤透了。

在未来，或许有人会来探索，他或许也会自己再度扯开窗帘，

只希望有人能够看透这一片看不透的玻璃，和记住美好的，开心的画面。

不懂得珍惜的人，只好错过了一次幸福的画面。 

男孩在你看不透的玻璃后，微笑着，期待着。。。他好了。。。

问候在你自己的你自己的看不透的玻璃里， 

好吗？

Wretch Addie 2010

Dream #01- A tested situation

Dreams for me have been a relevant topic in my life.
Since childhood, dreams are often made memorable, even after waking up.
But this is the first time I would like to share it on my blog...and more yet to come.

Dream #01 [07 June 2010]

Is it me or I feel insecure?
It started with me, going to an examination, and I was kinda panicky and stressed out.
At the exam hall, it seems that they have ran out of exam rooms and I was told to wait.
So, I went to a bookstore nearby, a mysterious and pleasant one, with a pretty shopkeeper.
There were books, toys, unusual gadgets and lifestyle items.
What I remembered holding is a blue purple voluptuous rabbit wizard artifact.
The shopkeeper looked worried as I picked it up, but I thought she was just worried of me breaking it and nothing else. It was glittering as I hold it up, I thought it was a music box or a good luck charm.
To my amusement, I asked her about the price and she mumbled,

"Once broken, considered sold..."

She smiled seductively, as I place the artifact back to its place. Telling her that I wasn't intending to buy it anyway.

Just at that moment, some of my course mates came into the shop discussing about the exams...so I left and went back to the exam hall to see if I'm going in next.
To my delight, I was told to come in tomorrow instead and they've booked me in as well.
I find it weird at first, thinking since when do students need to make a booking for examination spots?

So, I went back home, wondering why...but not for long, I was lost in a pile of books instead of thinking about that.
Tomorrow comes and I went for the exams...and to my surprise, the exam coordinator told me that I've already taken my test yesterday and even for today, my spot is already been filled by myself...
I didn't believe it and went into the exam hall to see it for myself, and there it was...another me sitting for the exams...at that moment...I blacked out...

In the dark, I heard a chime...and I remember I've heard it somewhere...I woke up and saw myself, but it was just a reflection on the mirror ceiling. Then, my phone rang and a girl's voice said...

"Remember to take your medicine..."

As the sunlight barges into my room, I am awake in reality...

当你问我[你救哪一个？]

你曾经被问过这问题吗？

“如果我和他掉进海里，你会救谁？”

这个问题，对很多人来说是个无聊的问题。

但当这个问题被提起时，通常在爱情里是某方怀疑爱出现了故障，已经到了猜不透的地步。

到底是什么？

第三者？

工作和情人的相比？

患重病了？

父母反对？

etc...

不管什么理由。。。这个问题有时让人不安，有时让人怀疑爱情的地位。。。

老实说，有时候，男方也会问这个问题。。。

比起女方，若男方提起这个问题，心里的不安其实比起女方更加严重。。。

安全感在爱情里很重要的。

若没有，感觉回到了暗恋的过程，不确定的关系。

很多人都会用回问题的方式回答，

你干吗问这个？

你觉得呢？

哪，如果换是我和他呢？

你不会游泳吗？

也有人会用幽默来解答，

我两个都救，我游泳很强的。

当然是你先啦，傻瓜！ （微笑着）

两个都不救，自己救自己。

我会把救生圈丢给你们。

也会有人选择了沉默，

。。。

不管得到什么样的答案，心里的不安还是会有的，

因为这个问题本来就没有对错，

是看对方的反应，

有时候不用答，明知猜对，

问这个问题，是来不直接的提起分手计划罢了。

人是聪明的，可是竟然苯得可以问这个16岁似的问题，

就知道一定有他的理由。。。

所以，

如果是我，

我会给他一个紧紧的拥抱，

在他耳边呼唤。。。

“我爱你。。。

。。。别再怀疑，傻瓜。”

Wretch Addie 2010

Kevin Tang- The Cut After the First [Original-Clear cut audio demo]

The voice solo audio version with karaoke lyrics.
The opening of the song contains a chorus verse from Sheryl Crow's / Rod Stewart's
"The First Cut is the Deepest"

Thank you for listening!

Procrastination continues...

Seriously, I think I can be classified as a major procrastinator.
If there's a challenge of who will be the best procrastinator, I think I can see myself winning it.
But I don't feel like thinking of it...I'm gonna try to study as hard as possible.

Plans to initiate:

1. Stop surfing YouTube, Facebook and other random crap.
2. Block the melody in my head.
3. Stop bludging around, listening to music.
4. Stop finding excuses to not start studying.
5. Get a friend to check up on my progress.
6. Do the past year exam questions to freak myself out on how dumb I am.
7. No craving for horror games.
8. Decrease online chatting with random people (unless they're your friends)
9. Avoid spacing out thinking of people who won't care about myself.
10. Go to the library to get freaked out by colleagues on how much they know.

So, I'll let the first step now, by signing off.

OH GOD or whatever that has something to do with good luck, please let me score for this exams! I don't ever wanna repeat this boring semester!

But I've to rely on my own...BULK UP~

Laziness is intolerable!!!
Work hard for 2 weeks and 1 month holiday!!!
LET"S DO THIS!!!

PMS- Procrastinating Medical Studies

I'm kinda lazy to start to revise my studies before the exams...LoL

Need to stop procrastinating or I'll end up repeating my year of studies...which will be catastrophic~

Got sidetracked so easily, damn!

Wish me luck!

Time to start hardcore studies!

Cheerios!

Ventriloquism- My Noisy Room Mate

My first ventriloquism that I have done with my 'room mate' Blackie. A scene where Blackie is bugging me from studying for the examinations, whining about his hunger and pissing me off~

军犬式的爱

我其实是一个从来不发表我的内心世界的人，

可是遇见你后，你改变了我。

我也没怪过你。。。

原来我都猜不透爱。。。

我承认自己错在先。。。也不想再解释什么，因为你都会觉得是个谎言，

像军犬狗在旺旺叫。

错了以后，发觉你也变了，其实我也变了吧。。。

在这只有我承担所有的错的感情里，我能如何让你对我刮目相看？

当我对你温柔，你当是多余，

当我对你报告，你当是无聊，

当我们见面的时候，你和在简讯里的你不一样，

忽冷忽热，如果你说这是你惩罚我的处罚，我都接受，

你要我不介意你的坏习惯，你的过去，我都没说什么，

因为我还是深深的爱着你，关心着你， 我会包容你的一切。

可是你却当我军犬似的，

耍得团团转， 

加上距离的关系，当你在我怀里找不到爱，你也发奋图强的找寻爱，

我也不怪你，因为毕竟我不在你身边，

对你而言，爱情就要在一起，

对我而言，理想和未来才能建立美好的爱情，

难道我为未来着想是错的吗？

其实我也有想过放弃一切，去过一个平凡快乐的日子。

可是我得到的只是你的。。。

军犬式的爱情。

我是一个从小就不哭的孩子。。。

这个性，还是没改变，只是胸口的疼，越来越强。

仿佛我的内心在流泪的感觉。。。

这一阵子，就要考试的我，

必须把你放进心底。。。因为我对你，

就像军犬的爱，永远放不下主人，

就算被主人抛弃了，

被主人嫌弃了，

还是会想主人开心。。。

只要你开心就好，

我会像军犬似的守候着你。

爱老虎油 (I love you) ，主人。

Wretch Addie 2010

Kevin Tang- You're My Kind [Original]

2nd English song (Yet to be recorded due to exam season)
Composer: Kevin Tang
Lyrics: Kevin Tang

Sometimes I think that you're too kind,
Sometimes I think that I'm so blind,
to not think,
that you're one of a kind.

That night, I felt so out of line,
You came and said that I'll be fine,
Just be strong,
and I'll survive.

Telling me all your storyline,
Baking me treats that were so fine,
And yet,
I did not notice why~

CHORUS
#All this while I know I've been so blind,
To notice all the signs you left behind,
Maybe I'm outta my mind, my mind~

I don't wanna make or tell you lies,
I don't wanna hide my love inside,
I don't wanna lose you,
Be by my side~#

RAP
Hey girl, wasn't confident at first,
Didn't thought that we have the same thrist.
Hey girl, I'm about to burst,
Follow me to the end of the universe~

Repeat #CHORUS#

Together hand in hand we'll be just fine,
I promise that for you, I'll sacrifice,
I just wanna let you know,
You're my kind~
Oh, yeah, you're my kind~

Kevin Tang- The Cut After The First [Original]

A song composed and performed by Kevin Tang.

Lyrics:-

This happened during high school,

When I confess my love to you.

You were with him~

And then after a year or two,

You came to me with tears and you,

Want to be with me~

And after a while you,

I don't know where have you gone to,

And when I searched, it was him with you.

CHORUS

Yeah~ The cut after the first,

Oh~ The cut after the first,

When they say (A song said),

the first cut supposed to be the deepest.

Mm~ The cut after the first (Now I realized)

Oh~ The cut after the first (It's just too late for me)

Well I think (To know that),

The cut after the first

The cut after the first is deeper

I don't know what to do

Why have you re-open my wound?

When I thought that you love me~

(Repeat chorus)

And the story ends,

You abandoned me.

Left me here alone with my fantasy.

Finally, the wound will start to heal,

And I'll forgive you.

Copyright Law Rights Reserved.

Thank you for listening to my first english composition.

群爱

最近不知道为什么，突然睡前，那么多灵感。。。

把灵感全写成了一首又一首的歌曲。。。

还记得第一首作品在2007年时候，《爱情杀手》。

然后2008的《生日狂想曲》。
对你说，我的生日到底如何过~ 你的生日到底会不会寂寞， 你在哪里过，和谁一起度过？~

2009年却写了英文歌，《The Cut After The First》
The cut after the first...Oh, the cut after the first (x3) is deeper....
They say the first cut is the deepest, but, I think they're wrong, coz I think,
The cut after the first (x3) is deeper~

今年短短一个月内就出现了好多好多。。。（都是副歌的部分）



《喜欢你》 
我从一开始就很喜欢你，有时候梦里都会遇见你，
不管我做任何事都想你，原来我真的喜欢你~

《大声说爱你》 
我~想~大声说出那句话，我爱你。
不想再犹豫和害怕会失去了你。
深呼吸， 提起勇气， 终于把暗恋变成回忆，
请你继续再听我说下去~
我~ 要~ 我们不只是朋友的关系。Yeah~
我答应我会去珍惜这份爱情。
我知道你的秘密， 也把你暗恋变成回忆，
从这一刻开始倒数爱情~

《流着眼泪》
我流着眼泪， 心想着你。
在这个世界，爱是唯一。
你要我相信，用我爱你， 来抚平怀疑。
我流着眼泪， 你在哪里？
在我的世界， 你为什么要离去？
最后只剩下我一人哭泣~

《说不出来》 
我~ 说不出来， 说不出来，
对你的爱， 还是说不出来，
为何？ 别人那么的坦白， 我还是说不出来~

《不想念吗？》 
我不曾想念你所说过的谎言，
我不曾想念你所说的诺言，
我不曾想念你所说的甜言，
骗自己不再去想念。
但我还想念你说爱我那瞬间，
我还很想念你和我的手在牵，
我很想念爱你之前的自己。已经不见~

《无缘的情人》
是你的力量， 让我忘记了伤。
你曾去流浪，为了找寻方向。
我从不知道， 爱就在我身旁。
原来我们只是一对无缘的情人~

《不能和你在一起》 
我不能和你在一起， 就当我真的爱你，
我不能欺骗我自己， 更不能一次再次伤害你~
我不能和你在一起， 我知道他很爱你，
我不想破坏这爱情， 更不想在他背面假装下去~

《一个人》 
一个人看着TV，两个人会在哪里？
为什么快乐要两人的时候才能进行？
我相信自己一个， 也可以过得很甜蜜。
我不再期待爱情所说的甜言蜜语，
就算选择一个人旅行也没什么关系，
我爱自己。



待续。。。

四奔。家

现在是凌晨4点钟，
还有一些行李还没收拾，
房间里，渐渐的，失去了归属感。
要奔向大概4千里的旅程，寻找真正的归属感。

一个小时后，好朋友来迎接我去火车站。
~谢谢您~

今天的行程 (4个机场)

Atkinson St. >车> Broadmeadow >火车> Central Sydney
Central >火车> International Airport >飞机> Adelaide
Adelaide >飞机> Singapore >飞机> KLIA >车> 家

这次的旅途不会感觉得很累.
其实蛮舒服的,可能因为坐Qantas的原因,
好多电影看,让时间过的很快.


在火车上,去机场


Adelaide Terminal


天空越蔚蓝,我会抬头看


Changi Airport...又回来了



按摩一下累累的脚


从Japan Airlines 拍下去, 模糊...

到了KLIA, 没见了4年的老爸来载我去吃和回家.
感觉我越来越像他了...可是我都没叫爸...
不习惯变成了习惯...
不管怎么说,我只想说...

...我回来了

Apple of an eye

Eyes are organs that detect light, and send electrical impulses along the optic nerve to the visual and other areas of the brain....bla bla bla, enough of the scientific side of eyes, what I am trying to relate is the detecting light and sending electrical impulses part- but not along the optic nerves, however is the electrical impulses sent to other eyes, which in short known as eye contact.

Have you ever walk on the street giving an eye to some strangers?
Have you ever receive any eye from some unknown people?
What matters is that do you ever enjoy being an apple of their eye?
To me, there are 3 groups of people in the eye-ing business. I am kinda a mix of 1 and 3, you'll figure out soon why.

1. A person who electrocutes without trying
2. A person who tries but could not electrocute
3. A person who can only able to electrocute a certain group of people

Aside from the electrical impulses, sometimes there's a transcription hidden within it. According to my 'eye-servation', most of the time, these are the messages...
Hey, cutie; Wanna hang out?; Dang, you're hot!; I'm horny for you...

Maybe I am being a stereotype, but my eye-servation detected that you can rarely get an affectionate transcription out of those windows to a lusty soul. Me? I guess I do transend something like this sometimes, I am a normal being after all. But I try not to eye out the wrong message, but with the laugh lines around my eye, it just makes it harder not to, especially when you have a pair of smiling eyes.

Recently, I feel that my eyes are putting me in deep waters (yeah, right~) , in shopping malls, trains, bus...basically everywhere. Even when my lips are not curved, the 'smize' is out. (Criteria of Group 1) My eyes always work on certain people (80%) and others (20%) (Criteria of Group 3) I think I have to figure my eye out before getting myself into hook ups which I am not interested in doing...

Guess a pair of sunnies would help, but I don't like wearing them, makes me look like a bug. Oh well, at least the deep water is like an oasis, in the middle of a desert. I just have to keep myself safe and not drown XD.

Can you feel the EYE?
Try it yourself, do an EYE-servation and get an EYE-ful today!

Melancholy of a waiter

Been working at a restaurant since August 2008 as a waiter and it was really sudden last year when I decided to work which I kinda regreted but just gonna go with the flow.

The thing that I dislike is being the lazy stereotype in the bunch, I used to work so hard but then I've came to a point and realised, that I am here to study, not to earn bits of money.

But I was kinda relieved when they decided to use less of me, coz study is important and I don't want to risk my tuition fees over a few petty cash.

However, they started to call me and beg me to work now- which is like the most crucial season for examination preparations. But I think people are just being people (Refer to Little Pigeon)

Well, I will not give a damn soon, coz my finals are just 20 days away. My tuition fees surpasses most or all of the staff in the restaurant, so I am not taking the risk.Not gonna be a puppet anymore =)

Go 凯文！Fight the negativity and score!

Clone Me

Been busy with performing, work, assignments and studies, feel like wanna clone myself to manage everything.
I always dream of being a twin brother...at least someone to hear me out and understands me.

Just got notified by my friend who WAS planning to be my room mate next year.
Due to parental advice, he is not gonna move in with me...now who the hell am I gonna find?
Just feel like cloning myself more...

Not restricting just to twins, triplets now haha but I think, the more the merrier.

A great skill to learn just before handing in an assignment...and facing the exams
Way to go...haha

But in the end, everything had to be done independently.
That's the reality of life
...but
I still wish to be one of a twin
=p

Little Pigeon

Little pigeon by its nest,
Peeking down from the crest,
Planning to migrate to the best,
Knotty thoughts kept in chest,
Extended wings and internal test,
To assimilate itself with the rest.

Little pigeon always in zest,
Aiding ally and cleaning the mess,
Naivety among the contemptuous infest,
Recollection of kindness mysteriously less,
Remembered for being a pest,
Aide memoire for a reality test,
And buckle on the safety vest.

Little pigeon by the goblet,
Laments over the infests' secret,
Agitated but still a puppet.
Congested fluid in the faucet,
Waiting for its longing starlet,
Veiled from the atrocious silhouette.

Written by Tang Hoi Mun
17th October 2009
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Ambiguity

Wooden planks by the wall,
Coupled to an awkward flaw.
A petty defect closed the door,
Of shallow neighbors who judge it all.

Curved lips and opened doors,
Plummeting hair for an hour more,
Budding hopefulness for aficionado,
Ended up as the shallow neighbors.

Cluttered pieces on the floor,
Begging for the scholar's gnaw,
The time ticks and never snores,
Ensuing to a scanty lore.

Mighty vision states it all,
But clouded by the upper core.
The witness shall not be in awe,
To depart from the misty shore.

written by Hoi-Mun Tang
11th October 2009