Feeling a bit empty this few days, don't really know why.
Just repeating the same routine everyday...kinda got bored and sick.
Not been eating much as well, loss of appetite, my gosh, not like anorexic stage...yet
Maybe it is just temporary, a bit of quietness would not be as bad as it sounds, just have to look at the bright side.
Listened to some songs but this particular song "Xuan Mu" by Faye Wong is stuck in my mind.
Maybe my feelings are the same in contrast with the Merry-Go-Round horses...giving people joy and fun but left nothing for myself.
But as I said to myself earlier, look at the bright side- At least I made people happy.
The melancholy of it is just sometimes unbearable, but that's how reality isanyway.
One day, the statue horse of the Merry-Go-Round shall extend its wings and fly, bringing the happiness of its users away with freedom enjoying a better life.
One day...
I am waiting for that one day...
When will it be?
...One day (Feeling of content approaching in my mind)
At least I have an answer to the question, no matter what day it is.
Decided to cover the song, just the vocals, no background music. Just a simple monologue of a boy feeling emptiness.
*Don't intend to break copyright law or claim this music product is for own*
