Kevin Tang featuring ???- Cupidtised [Original]

Written on the journey back from Eastwood to Newcastle.
It was actually my first duet song I written.
'Cupidtized' is a word I created, from base word of cupid (a love angel shooting arrows of love)
I didn't realize that I'm writing a duet at first, but as I advanced, it sounded better with another female counterpart to make this song flow. Currently I have not get hold of any female singer but when I do, I shall record it =)

Composed and Lyrics by Kevin Tang.

(Boy)
Saw a reflection in the sky,
Did not realise,
Why it is dark and yet so bright?
Then I saw you in my eyes,
Did not realise,
Why am I so freakin' high?

{Pre-Chorus}
It must be,
The weather in the sky.
It could be,
My mind~

Didn't know that I would like,
Someone in your likes,
Oh girl, I cannot hide,
With that round and flashy eyes,
You've got me mesmerised.
I think I've got cupidtised.

[Girl]
Saw a lightning in the sky,
Did not realise,
Why is it loud and yet so quiet?
Then I saw you just outside,
Did not realise,
Why am I so hypnotised?

Repeat {Pre-Chorus}

Didn't know that I would like,
Someone in your likes,
Oh boy, I cannot hide,
With that cute and puppy eyes,
You've got me mesmerised.
I think I've got cupidtised.

<Together>
(Run along,)
[I kept running on.]
<Didn't know you're behind~
Chasing me on~>

[Didn't know that I would like,] (I would like)
[Someone in your likes,] (You're my kind)
[Baby, I just cannot hide,] (So don't hide)
[With that cute and sexy eyes,] (It's those eyes)
[You've got me mesmerised.] (Mesmerised)
<I think I've got cupidtised.> (Cupidtised)

<Hey angels be our guide,
Cupids will be fine,
Baby, we cannot deny.
With that blue and shiny eyes,
You've got us mesmerised.
I think we've got cupidtised.>

(Yeah~ Cupidtised) x3
[Huhuwu~]

END

Kevin Tang- I'm Sorry [Original]

This song is partly written in the train journey after exams, kinda feel obligated to apologise to myself for not remembering anything necessary to fill in the exam paper...

And I completed the other half at Macquarie Library during study breaks.

Lyrics and Composed by Kevin Tang

White clouds,

Blue skies,

Wonder if they collide?

My heart,

Still burns,

Looking into your eyes.

Following the pace of your heartbeat,

Trying to complete your incomplete,

I'm weak,

Couldn't see,

The grey clouds coming...

Pouring...

CHORUS

I'm Sorry~ So sorry~

Don't leave me~ (Believe Me~)

My honey~ So sorry~

Come to me~ (Be with me~)

White sounds,

Dark nights,

Wonder if that I'm fine?

My heart,

Still yearns,

Analysing my lies...

Following the pace of my heartbeat,

Trying to complete my incomplete,

In defeat,

Couldn't see,

The front door shutting...

Thinking...

Repeat CHORUS

I'm so confused.

Why had you refused?

Repeat (CHORUS)

I'm sorry...(x3)

END (Fade out effect)

Kevin Tang- Train Story [Original]

After the insanely bullcrapping second examination, I decided to leave this sad place and this was written on the train journey, from Newcastle to Eastwood.

Lyrics and Composed by Kevin Tang

Going through the traffic lights,

Looking at the clear blue sky,

Came across you,

Caught my eye,

You're so fine,

I'm mesmerised.

Goodbye~

The story ends here,

coz it's not my stop.

Yellow leaves were blown outside,

Sunlight shined on something fine,

There you were,

Caught my eye,

Looked so hot,

No faulty spots.

Goodbye~

The story ends here,

coz it's not my stop.

Travel into the tunnel,

All I can see is me by the window,

How I wish that I could meet 'you'.

Just randomly would be so good,

At least I could start something new.

A ray of sunlight bursting in,

A trance in heaven rushing in,

Time to get down,

It's my stop.

Saw 'you' there,

without a doubt.

Oh My~

I didn't thought that,

this'd be my last stop...

I wanna tell you,

...stranger,

Don't think I'll deny that

You're my kind~

END

看不透的玻璃

冬天的一个早晨，跟自己答应好了要努力念书，

面对考试的男孩，却在网上绕呀绕。

仿佛在寻找失去的爱人，只是爱人已经离开了，

自从他离开他的身边时，就注定无缘了。

其实他已经看透了很多，可是被别人看透的自己，

往往都是很容易被人误会的画面，而他好的一面永远是被遮住。

慢慢的习惯了被说是坏的，是不好的，

甚至邪恶的，都对他而言，已经变成了一个习惯。

曾经在一些追求完美的他，也渐渐消失到最深的内海里，

因为完美是不会长久的。

就算一个人能完美多久，被记下来的，

都是一些不完美的线索。

就像看不透的玻璃，

人们只在意玻璃的外观， 

当玻璃能被看透时，

在脑海里记得的画面，

都是一些不完美的现象。

所以人们也制造了自己的窗帘，

把不好的一些，像面具，隐藏着，当自己感觉自豪时，拉开窗帘与别人分享。

对这男孩而言，也无所谓了，

反正没人愿意停留在窗外，看看他的优点，或更改他的缺点，

曾经试过不装窗帘的他，可是都不会被珍惜，也让自己伤透了。

在未来，或许有人会来探索，他或许也会自己再度扯开窗帘，

只希望有人能够看透这一片看不透的玻璃，和记住美好的，开心的画面。

不懂得珍惜的人，只好错过了一次幸福的画面。 

男孩在你看不透的玻璃后，微笑着，期待着。。。他好了。。。

问候在你自己的你自己的看不透的玻璃里， 

好吗？

Wretch Addie 2010

Dream #01- A tested situation

Dreams for me have been a relevant topic in my life.
Since childhood, dreams are often made memorable, even after waking up.
But this is the first time I would like to share it on my blog...and more yet to come.

Dream #01 [07 June 2010]

Is it me or I feel insecure?
It started with me, going to an examination, and I was kinda panicky and stressed out.
At the exam hall, it seems that they have ran out of exam rooms and I was told to wait.
So, I went to a bookstore nearby, a mysterious and pleasant one, with a pretty shopkeeper.
There were books, toys, unusual gadgets and lifestyle items.
What I remembered holding is a blue purple voluptuous rabbit wizard artifact.
The shopkeeper looked worried as I picked it up, but I thought she was just worried of me breaking it and nothing else. It was glittering as I hold it up, I thought it was a music box or a good luck charm.
To my amusement, I asked her about the price and she mumbled,

"Once broken, considered sold..."

She smiled seductively, as I place the artifact back to its place. Telling her that I wasn't intending to buy it anyway.

Just at that moment, some of my course mates came into the shop discussing about the exams...so I left and went back to the exam hall to see if I'm going in next.
To my delight, I was told to come in tomorrow instead and they've booked me in as well.
I find it weird at first, thinking since when do students need to make a booking for examination spots?

So, I went back home, wondering why...but not for long, I was lost in a pile of books instead of thinking about that.
Tomorrow comes and I went for the exams...and to my surprise, the exam coordinator told me that I've already taken my test yesterday and even for today, my spot is already been filled by myself...
I didn't believe it and went into the exam hall to see it for myself, and there it was...another me sitting for the exams...at that moment...I blacked out...

In the dark, I heard a chime...and I remember I've heard it somewhere...I woke up and saw myself, but it was just a reflection on the mirror ceiling. Then, my phone rang and a girl's voice said...

"Remember to take your medicine..."

As the sunlight barges into my room, I am awake in reality...

当你问我[你救哪一个？]

你曾经被问过这问题吗？

“如果我和他掉进海里，你会救谁？”

这个问题，对很多人来说是个无聊的问题。

但当这个问题被提起时，通常在爱情里是某方怀疑爱出现了故障，已经到了猜不透的地步。

到底是什么？

第三者？

工作和情人的相比？

患重病了？

父母反对？

etc...

不管什么理由。。。这个问题有时让人不安，有时让人怀疑爱情的地位。。。

老实说，有时候，男方也会问这个问题。。。

比起女方，若男方提起这个问题，心里的不安其实比起女方更加严重。。。

安全感在爱情里很重要的。

若没有，感觉回到了暗恋的过程，不确定的关系。

很多人都会用回问题的方式回答，

你干吗问这个？

你觉得呢？

哪，如果换是我和他呢？

你不会游泳吗？

也有人会用幽默来解答，

我两个都救，我游泳很强的。

当然是你先啦，傻瓜！ （微笑着）

两个都不救，自己救自己。

我会把救生圈丢给你们。

也会有人选择了沉默，

。。。

不管得到什么样的答案，心里的不安还是会有的，

因为这个问题本来就没有对错，

是看对方的反应，

有时候不用答，明知猜对，

问这个问题，是来不直接的提起分手计划罢了。

人是聪明的，可是竟然苯得可以问这个16岁似的问题，

就知道一定有他的理由。。。

所以，

如果是我，

我会给他一个紧紧的拥抱，

在他耳边呼唤。。。

“我爱你。。。

。。。别再怀疑，傻瓜。”

Wretch Addie 2010

Kevin Tang- The Cut After the First [Original-Clear cut audio demo]

The voice solo audio version with karaoke lyrics.
The opening of the song contains a chorus verse from Sheryl Crow's / Rod Stewart's
"The First Cut is the Deepest"

Thank you for listening!

Procrastination continues...

Seriously, I think I can be classified as a major procrastinator.
If there's a challenge of who will be the best procrastinator, I think I can see myself winning it.
But I don't feel like thinking of it...I'm gonna try to study as hard as possible.

Plans to initiate:

1. Stop surfing YouTube, Facebook and other random crap.
2. Block the melody in my head.
3. Stop bludging around, listening to music.
4. Stop finding excuses to not start studying.
5. Get a friend to check up on my progress.
6. Do the past year exam questions to freak myself out on how dumb I am.
7. No craving for horror games.
8. Decrease online chatting with random people (unless they're your friends)
9. Avoid spacing out thinking of people who won't care about myself.
10. Go to the library to get freaked out by colleagues on how much they know.

So, I'll let the first step now, by signing off.

OH GOD or whatever that has something to do with good luck, please let me score for this exams! I don't ever wanna repeat this boring semester!

But I've to rely on my own...BULK UP~

Laziness is intolerable!!!
Work hard for 2 weeks and 1 month holiday!!!
LET"S DO THIS!!!

PMS- Procrastinating Medical Studies

I'm kinda lazy to start to revise my studies before the exams...LoL

Need to stop procrastinating or I'll end up repeating my year of studies...which will be catastrophic~

Got sidetracked so easily, damn!

Wish me luck!

Time to start hardcore studies!

Cheerios!

Ventriloquism- My Noisy Room Mate

My first ventriloquism that I have done with my 'room mate' Blackie. A scene where Blackie is bugging me from studying for the examinations, whining about his hunger and pissing me off~

军犬式的爱

我其实是一个从来不发表我的内心世界的人，

可是遇见你后，你改变了我。

我也没怪过你。。。

原来我都猜不透爱。。。

我承认自己错在先。。。也不想再解释什么，因为你都会觉得是个谎言，

像军犬狗在旺旺叫。

错了以后，发觉你也变了，其实我也变了吧。。。

在这只有我承担所有的错的感情里，我能如何让你对我刮目相看？

当我对你温柔，你当是多余，

当我对你报告，你当是无聊，

当我们见面的时候，你和在简讯里的你不一样，

忽冷忽热，如果你说这是你惩罚我的处罚，我都接受，

你要我不介意你的坏习惯，你的过去，我都没说什么，

因为我还是深深的爱着你，关心着你， 我会包容你的一切。

可是你却当我军犬似的，

耍得团团转， 

加上距离的关系，当你在我怀里找不到爱，你也发奋图强的找寻爱，

我也不怪你，因为毕竟我不在你身边，

对你而言，爱情就要在一起，

对我而言，理想和未来才能建立美好的爱情，

难道我为未来着想是错的吗？

其实我也有想过放弃一切，去过一个平凡快乐的日子。

可是我得到的只是你的。。。

军犬式的爱情。

我是一个从小就不哭的孩子。。。

这个性，还是没改变，只是胸口的疼，越来越强。

仿佛我的内心在流泪的感觉。。。

这一阵子，就要考试的我，

必须把你放进心底。。。因为我对你，

就像军犬的爱，永远放不下主人，

就算被主人抛弃了，

被主人嫌弃了，

还是会想主人开心。。。

只要你开心就好，

我会像军犬似的守候着你。

爱老虎油 (I love you) ，主人。

Wretch Addie 2010

Kevin Tang- You're My Kind [Original]

2nd English song (Yet to be recorded due to exam season)
Composer: Kevin Tang
Lyrics: Kevin Tang

Sometimes I think that you're too kind,
Sometimes I think that I'm so blind,
to not think,
that you're one of a kind.

That night, I felt so out of line,
You came and said that I'll be fine,
Just be strong,
and I'll survive.

Telling me all your storyline,
Baking me treats that were so fine,
And yet,
I did not notice why~

CHORUS
#All this while I know I've been so blind,
To notice all the signs you left behind,
Maybe I'm outta my mind, my mind~

I don't wanna make or tell you lies,
I don't wanna hide my love inside,
I don't wanna lose you,
Be by my side~#

RAP
Hey girl, wasn't confident at first,
Didn't thought that we have the same thrist.
Hey girl, I'm about to burst,
Follow me to the end of the universe~

Repeat #CHORUS#

Together hand in hand we'll be just fine,
I promise that for you, I'll sacrifice,
I just wanna let you know,
You're my kind~
Oh, yeah, you're my kind~