Thursday, December 03, 2009

四奔。家

现在是凌晨4点钟
还有一些行李还没收拾,
房间里,渐渐的,失去了归属感。
要奔向大概4千里的旅程,寻找真正的归属感。

一个小时后,好朋友来迎接我去火车站。
~谢谢您~

今天的行程 (4个机场)

Atkinson St. >车> Broadmeadow >火车> Central Sydney
Central >火车> International Airport >飞机> Adelaide
Adelaide >飞机> Singapore >飞机> KLIA >车> 家

这次的旅途不会感觉得很累.
其实蛮舒服的,可能因为坐Qantas的原因,
好多电影看,让时间过的很快.


在火车上,去机场


Adelaide Terminal


天空越蔚蓝,我会抬头看


Changi Airport...又回来了



按摩一下累累的脚


从Japan Airlines 拍下去, 模糊...

到了KLIA, 没见了4年的老爸来载我去吃和回家.
感觉我越来越像他了...可是我都没叫爸...
不习惯变成了习惯...
不管怎么说,我只想说...

...我回来了

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

Apple of an eye

Eyes are organs that detect light, and send electrical impulses along the optic nerve to the visual and other areas of the brain....bla bla bla, enough of the scientific side of eyes, what I am trying to relate is the detecting light and sending electrical impulses part- but not along the optic nerves, however is the electrical impulses sent to other eyes, which in short known as eye contact.

Have you ever walk on the street giving an eye to some strangers?
Have you ever receive any eye from some unknown people?
What matters is that do you ever enjoy being an apple of their eye?
To me, there are 3 groups of people in the eye-ing business. I am kinda a mix of 1 and 3, you'll figure out soon why.
  1. A person who electrocutes without trying
  2. A person who tries but could not electrocute
  3. A person who can only able to electrocute a certain group of people
Aside from the electrical impulses, sometimes there's a transcription hidden within it. According to my 'eye-servation', most of the time, these are the messages...
Hey, cutie; Wanna hang out?; Dang, you're hot!; I'm horny for you...

Maybe I am being a stereotype, but my eye-servation detected that you can rarely get an affectionate transcription out of those windows to a lusty soul. Me? I guess I do transend something like this sometimes, I am a normal being after all. But I try not to eye out the wrong message, but with the laugh lines around my eye, it just makes it harder not to, especially when you have a pair of smiling eyes.

Recently, I feel that my eyes are putting me in deep waters (yeah, right~) , in shopping malls, trains, bus...basically everywhere. Even when my lips are not curved, the 'smize' is out. (Criteria of Group 1) My eyes always work on certain people (80%) and others (20%) (Criteria of Group 3) I think I have to figure my eye out before getting myself into hook ups which I am not interested in doing...

Guess a pair of sunnies would help, but I don't like wearing them, makes me look like a bug. Oh well, at least the deep water is like an oasis, in the middle of a desert. I just have to keep myself safe and not drown XD.

Can you feel the EYE?
Try it yourself, do an EYE-servation and get an EYE-ful today!

Friday, October 23, 2009

Melancholy of a waiter

Been working at a restaurant since August 2008 as a waiter and it was really sudden last year when I decided to work which I kinda regreted but just gonna go with the flow.

The thing that I dislike is being the lazy stereotype in the bunch, I used to work so hard but then I've came to a point and realised, that I am here to study, not to earn bits of money.

But I was kinda relieved when they decided to use less of me, coz study is important and I don't want to risk my tuition fees over a few petty cash.

However, they started to call me and beg me to work now- which is like the most crucial season for examination preparations. But I think people are just being people (Refer to Little Pigeon)

Well, I will not give a damn soon, coz my finals are just 20 days away. My tuition fees surpasses most or all of the staff in the restaurant, so I am not taking the risk.Not gonna be a puppet anymore =)

Go 凯文!Fight the negativity and score!


Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Clone Me

Been busy with performing, work, assignments and studies, feel like wanna clone myself to manage everything.
I always dream of being a twin brother...at least someone to hear me out and understands me.

Just got notified by my friend who WAS planning to be my room mate next year.
Due to parental advice, he is not gonna move in with me...now who the hell am I gonna find?
Just feel like cloning myself more...

Not restricting just to twins, triplets now haha but I think, the more the merrier.

A great skill to learn just before handing in an assignment...and facing the exams
Way to go...haha

But in the end, everything had to be done independently.
That's the reality of life
...but
I still wish to be one of a twin
=p

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Little Pigeon

Little pigeon by its nest,
Peeking down from the crest,
Planning to migrate to the best,
Knotty thoughts kept in chest,
Extended wings and internal test,
To assimilate itself with the rest.

Little pigeon always in zest,
Aiding ally and cleaning the mess,
Naivety among the contemptuous infest,
Recollection of kindness mysteriously less,
Remembered for being a pest,
Aide memoire for a reality test,
And buckle on the safety vest.

Little pigeon by the goblet,
Laments over the infests' secret,
Agitated but still a puppet.
Congested fluid in the faucet,
Waiting for its longing starlet,
Veiled from the atrocious silhouette.

Written by Tang Hoi Mun
17th October 2009
Copyright law reserved

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Ambiguity

Wooden planks by the wall,
Coupled to an awkward flaw.
A petty defect closed the door,
Of shallow neighbors who judge it all.

Curved lips and opened doors,
Plummeting hair for an hour more,
Budding hopefulness for aficionado,
Ended up as the shallow neighbors.

Cluttered pieces on the floor,
Begging for the scholar's gnaw,
The time ticks and never snores,
Ensuing to a scanty lore.

Mighty vision states it all,
But clouded by the upper core.
The witness shall not be in awe,
To depart from the misty shore.

written by Hoi-Mun Tang
11th October 2009

End of Spring Break

2 weeks of holidays is gone, just in a nick of a time.
Feel devastated that I barely even study or finish my assignments.
All I did was eat, sleep, movies and gaming.
Hopefully I can get my motivation back as soon as possible because it's gonna be a hectic month of crazy studies preparing for examinations...

Through the holidays, play is dominant than studies...
  • 26th Sept - Bizi's open house
  • 27th Sept - Performed in Sydney
  • 30th Sept - Kimian's open house & Mok's birthday
  • 1st Oct - Turana Parade visit
  • 2nd Oct - Ethics videos production, Uni Drive open house and art galleries tour
  • 3rd Oct - Mid Autumn Party @ Lydia's
  • 4th Oct - More work
  • 5th Oct- Dinner with GEN Education Agents
  • 6th Oct - Went library to start my assignments
  • 8th Oct - Dikir Barat BBQ Gathering
  • 9th Oct - Khai Chi's graduation party
  • 11th Oct - Australian BBQ Party @ Joanne's
Too much events happening, haha hopefully I'll feel bad soon and finish off everything and get through the examinations and have a well-deserved holidays.

At least I resurrected this outdated blog to make things sound nicer.
Gonna keep up the good work, gonna go eat breakfast/ lunch first although I woke up at 9.30am but always ended up having late breakfast...need someone with me to nag me =)

Hopefully...positively...someday

Friday, October 09, 2009

Awakening?

Currently starting up the engine of this blog
At the meantime, most updates are available @ http://www.wretch.cc/blog/kevinqool
This blog had been sleeping for more than a year now, waiting to be awaken...
...
To be announced
by
Addie Tang
09.10.2009

Saturday, August 22, 2009

多余的


多余的想法
多余的心情
多余的偏见
多余的误会
多余的讨好
多余的多余事件。。。

其实不用在乎那么多,
至少我已经帮了好多人的忙,
他们怎么忘恩是他们的事,
不如那多余的时间好好念书。

原来多了多余的,
有时候会麻木,
平静下来时,
满享受的,不用管多余的。。。

珍惜稀少的,
才是算是理智的生活。
我就是我,你不是我。
你也觉得这个贴也是多余的吧?
我不在乎你那多余的想法。。。

只是感激你拿出多余的时间来看我写多余的文字。。。
也不防留下多余的留言吧。



谢谢你不多余的鼓励!


Wednesday, August 19, 2009

ER Party


Woo hoo, back to uni at Semester 2 and things will be getting more lively for a while. And guess what, I am going to my first ever ER party...did not go last year, so have to redeem myself this year.

Dressing up as a geeky doctor with a lab coat and tie...hoho, actually I changed a few times before I got on the bus... It's annoying how I still get so indecisive sometimes....but at last, got on bus on time to King Street Club at 8pm. (Using concession kekeke)

Pretty much lost at first, but thanks to Clare saying about Maccers earlier in tute, so followed her directions and got there... 1st on the list to arrive...what the hell??? Haha, thought I would be late in Australia, but it seems that late party times are same in all nations.

Started drinking at around 10pm when some of my friends came in, lemonade vodka, bourbon with coke...probably had around 4 shots (courtesy to Matt), and getting the Asian flush...we went off to Fannys' at midnight, Newcastle's No.1 club, music was so good there. Due to the oddness of our theme, everyone in Fannys' were like looking at us, so funny. I was stereotyped a drunken red Asian and got a few random cuddles and headrub from strangers...not to mention the pushing and poking while at dance floor.

At 2 am, we decided to go for Maccers and then go back home with cab...after all the intention of being cheap (which is bad), I finally need to pay up for the taxi fare, which is fair enough. Reached home at 3am, itching everywhere...God, felt so dehydrated. But it was a fun day, could be even exciting if I talked to more people and socialise, kept staying with my group...hahaha. Looking forward for the next party soon, well with studies going on as well. Slept at 4am.
 
 


Can't wait to be the real thing!!
Coming soon after graduation =)

Monday, June 01, 2009

@mptiness

It's been awhile since I written... 
Feeling a bit empty this few days, don't really know why.
Just repeating the same routine everyday...kinda got bored and sick.
Not been eating much as well, loss of appetite, my gosh, not like anorexic stage...yet
Maybe it is just temporary, a bit of quietness would not be as bad as it sounds, just have to look at the bright side.

Listened to some songs but this particular song "Xuan Mu" by Faye Wong is stuck in my mind.
Maybe my feelings are the same in contrast with the Merry-Go-Round horses...giving people joy and fun but left nothing for myself.
But as I said to myself earlier, look at the bright side- At least I made people happy.
The melancholy of it is just sometimes unbearable, but that's how reality isanyway.
One day, the statue horse of the Merry-Go-Round shall extend its wings and fly, bringing the happiness of its users away with freedom enjoying a better life.
One day...

I am waiting for that one day...

When will it be?

...One day (Feeling of content approaching in my mind)

At least I have an answer to the question, no matter what day it is.



Decided to cover the song, just the vocals, no background music. Just a simple monologue of a boy feeling emptiness.
*Don't intend to break copyright law or claim this music product is for own*


Friday, May 08, 2009

旧的不去 | 新的不来


已经第三天了。。。
还是登录不到Windows Live Messenger的我,开始有一点的烦
[Error code 8100300d]

做了该做的事。。。还是不行,又不喜欢用Web Messenger
所以做了一个新的E-mail; addie_boy27@live.com
在想,以前我都不靠MSN Messenger的,现在变成了一个习惯
一个很难改掉的习惯。。。
原来我已经不断的在更新自我。。。只是我没有去留意慢慢在改变的细节

从旧的E-mail, 看到了我有280以上的Contacts。。。有些都没有联系过
我却不管谁都好,通通有加入了我的新帐号。。。
用了两个小时分配所有的Contacts。。。有21个我忘了是谁和不认识的。。。

[Unsorted]

因为这, 也有一些很久没联系的朋友突然来问候了。。。
感觉真的好久好久。。。感觉时间过得真快。。。
现在的我,不害怕改变与失去的时间。。。
因为我知道。。。
这一些都会旧去。。。变成微妙的纪念品
最重要的还是将来的我会变成如何的成年人
就靠这一些细节聚在一起
迎接一个不同与旧的我。。。

[旧的不去 | 新的不来]吧?
我微笑着。。。


。。。我已经长大了


Tuesday, April 14, 2009

‘菲’一般的假期


假期。。。 这次终于是朋友来找我,以前都是我去找他们。。。
From Sydney坐火车的菲~
4点多就去接她。。。然后去了海边, 刚好有个Carnival。
那里有人叫我试一下Lucky Draw for $4,因为开心所以试了,而且中了‘375’
抱着一个大肥猪逛海滩。。。

Kawaii neh? 呵呵呵

然后我们去吃Kiwi雪糕。。。Delicious
天暗了,回家时坐巴士,连猪都可以算一个人的车费了, 哈哈哈
在家做了Bak Kut Teh, 好吃 =)
她也来抽热闹,我正在煮红豆水。。。I‘m lovin' it!
Still in process......

The next day, actually wanted to go Hunter Valley...
but changed plans in bus stop and we end up in.......
Birubu Beach near Nelson Bay.
1st up, we went for Sand-boarding!!!!
 Looks fun eh?
Weee.....菲在沙漠中飞起来。。。哈哈哈哈
滑下来了,走上去真的很累。。。
Well, can't complain much...just hike our way up Sk8ter Boi & Gal



Sk8ter Boi 遇见 Sk8ter Gal


Hip Hop Style~

After finishing Sand-boarding, went to stroll around Birubi Beach where Faye did some photo shoot for her project.
Then we went home and go shopping for dinner.
I made okonomiyaki =)
Then at night, we watched movies in my room on our self-made couch. Haha, comfortable =)


In the morning, woke up and cook Ja-Jiang Noodles with Baby Buk Choy.
Simple and delicious, then it was time to send her off at Broadmeadow Station.

I insisted on her to hug the pig back, but too big 哈哈哈
所以只是拍照做纪念。。。

Kung Fu Pig....哈哈哈


I think only both of us would understand the luckiness of getting the pig, it felt like a movie script that time.
希望来日还有更多值得纪念的事件。

这次真的是非一般的旅程
谢谢你。。。菲 我的老朋友