@mptiness

It's been awhile since I written... 
Feeling a bit empty this few days, don't really know why.
Just repeating the same routine everyday...kinda got bored and sick.
Not been eating much as well, loss of appetite, my gosh, not like anorexic stage...yet
Maybe it is just temporary, a bit of quietness would not be as bad as it sounds, just have to look at the bright side.

Listened to some songs but this particular song "Xuan Mu" by Faye Wong is stuck in my mind.
Maybe my feelings are the same in contrast with the Merry-Go-Round horses...giving people joy and fun but left nothing for myself.
But as I said to myself earlier, look at the bright side- At least I made people happy.
The melancholy of it is just sometimes unbearable, but that's how reality isanyway.
One day, the statue horse of the Merry-Go-Round shall extend its wings and fly, bringing the happiness of its users away with freedom enjoying a better life.
One day...

I am waiting for that one day...

When will it be?

...One day (Feeling of content approaching in my mind)

At least I have an answer to the question, no matter what day it is.



Decided to cover the song, just the vocals, no background music. Just a simple monologue of a boy feeling emptiness.
*Don't intend to break copyright law or claim this music product is for own*

旧的不去 | 新的不来

已经第三天了。。。
还是登录不到Windows Live Messenger的我,开始有一点的烦

[Error code 8100300d]

做了该做的事。。。还是不行，又不喜欢用Web Messenger
所以做了一个新的E-mail; addie_boy27@live.com
在想，以前我都不靠MSN Messenger的，现在变成了一个习惯
一个很难改掉的习惯。。。
原来我已经不断的在更新自我。。。只是我没有去留意慢慢在改变的细节

从旧的E-mail, 看到了我有280以上的Contacts。。。有些都没有联系过
我却不管谁都好，通通有加入了我的新帐号。。。
用了两个小时分配所有的Contacts。。。有21个我忘了是谁和不认识的。。。

[Unsorted]

因为这， 也有一些很久没联系的朋友突然来问候了。。。
感觉真的好久好久。。。感觉时间过得真快。。。
现在的我，不害怕改变与失去的时间。。。
因为我知道。。。
这一些都会旧去。。。变成微妙的纪念品
最重要的还是将来的我会变成如何的成年人
就靠这一些细节聚在一起
迎接一个不同与旧的我。。。

[旧的不去 | 新的不来]吧？
我微笑着。。。

。。。我已经长大了

‘菲’一般的假期

假期。。。 这次终于是朋友来找我，以前都是我去找他们。。。
From Sydney坐火车的菲~
4点多就去接她。。。然后去了海边， 刚好有个Carnival。
那里有人叫我试一下Lucky Draw for $4，因为开心所以试了，而且中了‘375’
抱着一个大肥猪逛海滩。。。

Kawaii neh? 呵呵呵

然后我们去吃Kiwi雪糕。。。Delicious

天暗了，回家时坐巴士，连猪都可以算一个人的车费了， 哈哈哈

在家做了Bak Kut Teh, 好吃 =）

她也来抽热闹，我正在煮红豆水。。。I‘m lovin' it!

Still in process......

The next day, actually wanted to go Hunter Valley...
but changed plans in bus stop and we end up in.......
Birubu Beach near Nelson Bay.
1st up, we went for Sand-boarding!!!!

 Looks fun eh?

Weee.....菲在沙漠中飞起来。。。哈哈哈哈

滑下来了，走上去真的很累。。。

Well, can't complain much...just hike our way up Sk8ter Boi & Gal

Sk8ter Boi 遇见 Sk8ter Gal

Hip Hop Style~

After finishing Sand-boarding, went to stroll around Birubi Beach where Faye did some photo shoot for her project.
Then we went home and go shopping for dinner.
I made okonomiyaki =)
Then at night, we watched movies in my room on our self-made couch. Haha, comfortable =)


In the morning, woke up and cook Ja-Jiang Noodles with Baby Buk Choy.
Simple and delicious, then it was time to send her off at Broadmeadow Station.

I insisted on her to hug the pig back, but too big 哈哈哈
所以只是拍照做纪念。。。

Kung Fu Pig....哈哈哈

I think only both of us would understand the luckiness of getting the pig, it felt like a movie script that time.
希望来日还有更多值得纪念的事件。

这次真的是非一般的旅程
谢谢你。。。菲 我的老朋友 

忧伤的蓝梅

又来做蛋糕了。。。这次要做蓝梅白巧克力蛋糕


蓝梅的小不点真好看。。。我爱蓝梅，蓝梅爱我。。。


烤烤50分钟
香喷喷的。。。





翻转了的蛋糕和正面的蛋糕


搭在一起。。。


再涂白巧克力在蛋糕中间。。。让白巧克力和蓝梅合一


可以吃了。。。Mmm...Got Blueberry Pearl Milk Tea more best!!!!!

可是没想到在家里是安静的。。。没人可以分享， 可是很快有朋友要从远方来找我了，很开心。。。
。。。期待中。。。

Easter for Easterns

Easter is at the corner, and time for holidays 
Although I don't celebrate Easter but as an Eastern people, I will also make the best out of it.

Start of with open house at my course mates' house, they are all incredible Malay cuisine chefs, thanks to them I can taste the awesomeness of nasi lemak.
Missed home so much, haha.



It's my 2nd round for food, and I guess someone noticed...
Keep it low profile mate , haha


The girl who make the sambal, good work Ezzathy-chan =)
Very supportive course mate!


Speaking of supportive course mates, my friend here had been with me since I first came Newcastle, now is also my course mate.
A very strong, confident and helpful friend to have. 



Not forgetting the funny and sassy Jap-Aussie friend who is also my course mate.
Taught me a lot of fashion sense and Japanese music.
~Arigatou~

Other than having free food, had lots of fun later watching movies and playing cards.
Feels like I am playing like a child during festive seasons.
But gotta start working hard soon...

...Ah, the holidays had just started, I guess I'll relax for awhile...
To be continued...after enough relaxing 

情歌

还记得年少时，充满青春魅力的爱情吗？
还记得为爱，所付出的时间与努力？
我都把一切记录在我的脑海里。。。也记录在一首，你和我都熟细的情歌
我也明白写歌人当时的情绪，把一个本来很普通的悲伤爱情，变成一个美丽的诗歌。
(爱情杀手的作者是我)

梁静茹的<情歌> Cover by 凯文 

 


作词:陈没 作曲:伍冠谚 编曲:陈建骐

时光是琥珀 泪一滴滴被反锁
情书再不朽 也磨成沙漏
青春的上游 白云飞走苍狗与海鸥
闪过的念头 潺潺的溜走

命运好幽默 让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙 换一颗红豆
回忆如困兽 寂寞太久而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头 反而更自由

慢动作 缱绻胶卷 重播默片 定格一瞬间
我们在 告别的演唱会 说好不再见

长镜头 越拉越远 越来越远 事隔好几年
我们在 怀念的演唱会 礼貌的吻别

你写给我 我的第一首歌
你和我 十指紧扣 默写前奏
可是那然后呢
还好我有 我这一首情歌
轻轻的 轻轻哼着 哭着笑着
我的 天长地久

陪我唱歌 清唱你的情歌
舍不得 短短副歌 心还热着
也该告一段落
还好我有 我下一首情歌
生命宛如 静静的 相拥的河
永远 天长地久

*No intention to break the copyright law and ethics, just for karaoke purposes*

布椰城

Decided to make a coconut pudding with red bean for my tutorial group.
Since they always make food, now it's my turn =)




My kitchen looks small but really convenient. 


Smells so good while baking, filled the whole house with coconut aroma.
Feels like coconut city...hahaha






It was a hit at my tutorial, came back and none was left...
I thought back at home will still have some (which I keep in the fridge), and my housemates finished them...=)

Guess I'll bake more........next time...