敢问敢答

一个阴天的早晨，

天空仿佛在隐藏些什么，

我突然郁闷了起来，

想起许多回忆和遗憾。

你突然问了起来，

“你曾经有过怎样的爱？”

我惊了一下。。。

呼吸放慢了就说了。。。

“我的初恋，

我还记得她是如此的忧郁，

她的一举一动都让我慌，让我紧张。

只是我不知道，原来她也感觉一样。

在那么不安的情绪下，

慢慢恢复朋友的状态。”

你的眼神充满的好奇与少许的悲伤，

好像我也勾起了你初恋的回忆。。。

而看着我发着呆的你，

慢慢点了头，

暗示我继续说我的爱情故事。

“一年过后，

不再想那么多，

想爱就去爱吧，

我对自己说。  

保持少年的爱态，

结果被嫌太孩子气了，

决定放下了。”

你突然躺下我旁边，

继续听我的述说，

当时我就了解了你的举动，

继续说下去。

“不敢再不顾一切去爱的我，

跌跌撞撞就遇见了他，

和他一起感觉好像我少年时候的模样，

那么的强烈那么的单纯。。。”

你突然把我的嘴，

用你温暖的手，

遮上了。。。

你很不自在的问了一句。。。

“那， 你为什么。。。会喜欢上我？”

你的眼神是如此的严格

但同时也感觉很脆弱，

我把你的手拉进了我的怀里，

我就知道我的答案也必须发自内心地说。。。

“你听好了，

我不曾聊起我的过往，

只有你那么愿意聆听我的过去，

我知道你会感到不安，

会以为我还对他们念念不忘，

所以通常我都不会说出来。。。”

你手里的温度在我怀里突然变得好温，

而你收回了它，

和另外的一个手玩了起来。。。

“那你为什么要对我说呀？

怎么也不把它藏起来？”

我再次把你的手握了起来。。。

用我的手指头在你手掌上边说边描写了那三个字。。。

  “因为 我相信。。。

你爱我。。。

而。。。

我也爱你。。。“ 

by 凯文

Wretch Addie 2010

Counting the Days

Another week to go before November,

a month of examinations and to finish everything,

before the holiday month of December...

24th Oct to 17th Nov

Finishing all assignments...and

Pretty much cramming and doing the examinations

18th Nov

Ethics video presentation!

Premiere of "M.E.D.I"

19th Nov to 3oth Nov

Packing and looking for a new home

1st Dec

Let the holidays peak!!!

Why am I still procrastinating my assignments and studies??

It really sucks to have the will to do it, but the mind doesn't go with it...

Must start immediately!!!

~Wish me luck~

I've Heard Those Songs

From Twinkle Twinkle Little Star,

it shines for A Whole New World,

while My Heart Will Go On.

Even after The Day You Went Away,

From the Bottom of My Broken Heart,

I would still like to Thank You,

coz you made me Stronger.

Moving into being a Teenage Dirtbag,

Sometimes,

I feel Barenaked,

I feel Stranded,

just Try Again and again to be a Survivor.

In the end,

it can be Complicated,

Just Like A Pill,

it can be Crazy,

but it Showed Me The Meaning of Being Lonely,

and guided me to the Way Back Into Love.

Eventually,

I was Torn and Hurt,

Occasionally I get Breathless,

being a Lovefool,

thinking Love Don't Cost A Thing,

when All I Have was Love.

Nobody Wants To Be Lonely,

At the End of The Day,

it's okay to do Something Stupid,

All You Wanted was somebody who cares.

Underneath Your Clothes,

Under the Surface,

When You Say Nothing At All,

feels like Flying Without Wings,

shouting I'm Like A Bird internally.

If you can Break The Ice,

And see From The Inside,

Ignoring all the Wrong Impression,

You're my Hero.

21/10/10

Can I go now?

If Tomorrow Never Comes...Don't Save Me

Addie

Dysphasia

At the crack of the day,

I woke up from my deepest fantasy which felt so real.

Makes me wonder where to draw the line between reality and fantasy.

Haven't been sleeping well recently, just couldn't...

It must be the weather?

It must be the university workload?

It must be the incompetence of fulfilling studies?

It must be the social relationships?

It must be the environment?

It must be?

It's funny about the contradictory of having such a strong

definite word with a question mark.

I really want to do well.

I really want to excel.

But how can I do well?

When I fell into the deepest well,

Will I still stay and dwell?

Or release myself from this lazy cell.

Only me myself can tell,

Only me myself can ring the bell,

That brings the goodness of heaven to hell.

Tomorrow's a better day?

Let's hope so...

To be discovered...

All About Me

Just felt like being grilled and someone sent me a survey in my junk mail.
So why not entertain the anonymous sender haha.

What were you doing at 11 last night?

Procrastinating

Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?

Most probably yes

What could you eat any day of the week and never get tired of?

CHIPS with a dash of chicken salt!!!

What's the craziest thing you've done?

Hike Mount Kinabalu (4196.2 m) at 4 am and the first to reach the peak!

Someone knocks on your window at 5am, what do you say?

Who's there? Can I help you?

Funniest thing that happened in the last 24 hours?

Lecturer explaining what hysteric really means...

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
Work and maybe check out Jennifer Hawkins at Charlestown on Saturday

Would you change yourself for the person you love?

If it's impossible, they'll just have to accept me the way I am

Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?

Yes

Would you kiss anyone you have texts from in your phone?

Definitely

Do you find drinking unattractive?

Social is fine, but binge drinking is a total turn off!

When was the last time something bothered you?

That something never leaves me...

Do you know how to work a computer well??

Moderately, I detest slow computers...

Is it more common for you to follow your heart or your mind?

Depends...I've taken the risks

Six months ago, can you remember who you liked, who was it?

Nope, no one in my mind...

Do you like to hold hands?

Always try to...

Anything embarrassing happen today?

I was using a computer in the library and suddenly it roared from the inside for quite a while...

Would you ever go on a game show if you were offered?

Yeh sure, who wouldn't like some fame?

What does your phone do when it receives a new text?

"Stay with me~Anata wa kitto kitto" by my voice

Has anyone ever done mean things to you while you were sleeping?

Poured cold water onto me when i was 10...

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

Sort of, but still not everything...

Would you rather be at the beach or lake?

Beach when I feel happy, lake if I wanna just chill out...

Last thing you spent money on?

Optus Recharge Voucher...bugger

What are you doing after this?

Hopefully study a bit...

Your song of the week?

Jennifer Love Hewitt - I'm Gonna Love You

Have you ever cried from being so mad?

I was blamed for something I didn't do when I was 13...

Are you happy with the choices you've made?

What can I do? I have to be happy

I bet you miss someone, huh?

Everyone does...

Would you rather be forced to eat 100 bananas or 100 apples?

100 Fuji Apples

Have you dated the person you texted last?

No, but there may be a day...

Is good grammar attractive?

As long as it connects...

Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?

Not much...

What is today's date?

13/10/2010

Has anyone ever sang to you?

I'm the one always singing to others...

What is your favorite color?

Yellow

What color are your eyes?

Dark brown

How tall are you?

178cm...

If you could have one wish right now what would it be?

I wish there wasn't only one wish...

When is your birthday?

27th December

Who is the 9th contact in your phone?
Course Mate Akma

Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?

During high school...

If you could spend more time with someone you used to be very close with, would you?
Just let it flow...

Could you go a day without eating?

Maybe...if I sleep through it

What are you excited for?

Perfection

Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now?

Why not

What are you listening to now?

Night sound of crickets

Would you take someone back if they cheated on you?

If they told me the reason why genuinely and promise not to again.

Have you ever dyed your hair?

With ammonia free dyes only

How many windows are open on your computer?

3- MSN, Skype, Google Chrome

Anything you really want?

Love, support and hugs

How many pillows do you sleep with?

One good memory pillow and a hugging pillow

Can you have more than one best friend?

Maybe...haven't tried

What was last thing you drank?

Sunkist Soda

What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?

Hot chocolate, not big for alcohol

Who last texted you?

Felix

Who did you last text?

Felix

Do you know anyone whose pregnant?

My patients??

What do you want right now?

Motivation

Music Shuffle: 25 Questions

Rules:

1. Open up any media player and put it on shuffle
2. Answer each question by posting the song title and band
3. POST NO MATTER HOW STUPID IT SEEMS TO YOU!
4. Don't cheat and try not skipping over any questions
5. Tag 3 people

________________


1. If someone stole your favorite item, what would you yell out of anger?
So, this is the real you - Cyndi Wang

2. You trip and fall in front of your crush, they say:
You get me - Michelle Branch

3. A moment of disappointment hits you, what do you mutter?
I Love You Forever - Jewel

4. If you could have anything in the world, what would it be?
The Third Person - Fish Leung

5. What's the best way to describe your closest friend?
Despite that, I know - Mayday

6. Best movie of all time?
Stranded - Jennifer Paige

7. Best make-out spot to take someone?
Crybaby - Jiang Mei Qi

8. A song that would play during a wicked torturing of your enemies?
Feelin' So Good - Jennifer Lopez

9. A theme song that would play everytime your parent(s) enter a room?
Red Bean - Faye Wong

10. You're walking home and you find 20 bucks, what you you say?
SuperStar - Kim Ah Jung

11. Your Theme song?
Eternal loneliness - Rene Liu

12. The end of the world is near, your reaction?
There's you - Fish Leong

13. A good song to kill to?
21 Guns - Green Day

14. Someone broke your heart, what will you do now?
Hurts to breathe - Fish Leong

15. Your make-out song?
Cosy in the Rocket- PSAPP (Grey's Anatomy theme)

16. You punch someone in the face, what do they cry out?
Love for you - Genie Zhuo

17. A rock is thrown through your window with a note on it. It says?
Gong Xi Fa Cai - Andy Lau

18. Someone compliments you on something, your reply?
Longing - Aki Huang & Yuan Wei Ren

19. What does the world and everyone in it think of you?
When you think of me - Victor Wong + Sinje Lee

20. An opening fight scene song?
Suddenly missing you - Mayday

21. If you where one of the 7 sins... which would you be?
After breakup we can still be friends - Happy Boy

22. Your favorite bedtime story?
Don't you gift me with flowers - Rene Liu

23. The song you'll make your husbund/wife dance to when you get married?
Present - Ranma 1/2

24. You and a friend are trapped on an island, how will you decide leadership?
The event of possibility - FanFan + Angela Zhang

25. How will people remember you when you're dead and gone?
Way Back Into Love - Hugh Grant + Demi Moore